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On my own
我自己
Pretending he's beside me
假裝他在我身旁
All alone, I walk with him till morning
獨自的, 我和他散步直到天明
Without him
沒有他
I feel his arms around me
我仍然覺得他的臂膀擁抱著我
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
而當我迷路當我閉上眼睛
And he has found me
他還是可以找到我

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
在雨中銀色的步道閃爍著
All the lights are misty in the river
所有的光線瀰漫在河上
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
在夜晚,所有的樹掛著整天的星光
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever
所有我能看到的是 他和我在一起 從現在到永遠

And I know it's only in my mind
我知道那只能在我心裡
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
那只是我和我自己說話但不是和他
And although I know that he is blind
雖然我知道他不會知道
Still I say, there's a way for us
但我仍然希望, 我們會有一個機會

I love him
我愛他
But when the night is over
但當黑夜已過去
He is gone, the river's just a river
他離開了,那條河也只是一條河
Without him the world around me changes
沒有他 我的世界已經改變了
The trees are bare and everywhere
樹什麼也沒有了 到處都沒有了
The streets are full of strangers
街上滿滿的都是陌生人

I love him
我愛他
But every day I'm learning
但每一天我在學習
All my life I've only been pretending
我一生我只是一直在假裝
Without me his world will go on turning
其實沒有我 他的世界仍然在運轉著
A world that's full of happiness
那一個世界有著滿滿的快樂
That I have never known!
而我將永遠不會知道!

I love him
我愛他
I love him
我愛他
I love him
我愛他
But only on my own.
但只有我自己

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On My Own 是 Les Miserables (悲慘世界) 的一首歌,也是我很喜歡的一首歌
主唱的 Eponine 是一個暗戀主角 Marius 的角色
她很喜歡 Marius, 還幫他送情書給女主角 Cosette  
然後邊送邊掉淚難過 (我很難想像為什麼有人做得到....)
這首歌很好聽,也很能詮釋暗戀者的心情